

For Christmas in 1986, I received a new sketchbook. It had a hardbound cover and was decorated with Pollack-style splatter painting. I was at a turning point in my adolescence, having turned 10 that summer, and I was ready to leave my youth behind and begin to define myself as an adult. Somewhere along the line, I had grown bored with drawing cartoons, and was now determined to learn realism. I wanted to make drawings that actually looked like what they were supposed to.



The next photographic subject I selected was much more safe. We had a dog that was like a walking caricature. I figured any picture I drew of her would be identifiable, this isn't the picture I used, but accurately describes her demeanor, as she greedily devours a Milkbone.

The drawing was okay, but it seems like I lost interest after finishing the face. I remember feeling frustrated about having to stare so long at the photo, and it was always difficult to figure out where to place it for the best view without obscuring the drawing page.




Luckily my feet were still small, so I got the kids version, which cost around 40 dollars. The kids with big feet had to shell out 85 bucks to get the Michael Jordan sized version, and few were able to do it. Eighty-five dollars in 1987 is equivalent to $159.77 today. You'd always hear stories about people getting killed in the cities just for their shoes. I felt I needed them to avoid being ridiculed by my classmates, and it was worth the risk. Kids can be vicious at that age, and everything seemed so important back then, especially labels.


Drawing was more comfortable for me, and I pursued it, beginning with the cover of a science book....



Building models was alright, but became tedious in time as well. I actually began cutting up the model parts and building creatures out of them instead, which felt more creative to me. At the same time, I devoted much of my energy into making characters from clay, inspired by Pee Wee's Playhouse, which ran on Saturday mornings.
Penny Cartoon from Pee Wee's Playhouse

Penny Cartoon from Pee Wee's Playhouse
In the spring of 1988, as George H. W. Bush was preparing to campaign for the presidency, I began making sculptures out of found-objects. The earliest of such was a four legged creature, about the size of a brick, made from a rotary telephone I had taken apart. My mom had recently started teaching art at a new school and wanted an example for a project she was going to introduce involving found-objects. She gave me the telephone and a hot glue gun.
Making a creature from telephone parts was even better than building a model, because there was no wrong or right. I was able to use my imagination in a way that was more fun for me, because I felt less constraint. I made many pieces like this, recycling the parts when they disintegrated. The work culminated when I found a squirrel skull and created this sculpture:


At times, however, I worried about the animals' spirits. I remember working on these creature sculptures in my room and wondering when I was falling asleep if I should fear for them coming to life. It was a real concern for me then, but I rationalized that since I had created them, they'd have no reason to hurt me, even if they did come to life. They would have a certain allegiance to me. In gratitude, my allegiance to sculpture was returned, and I began to favor it over drawing pictures. The power was simply greater. Never did I lay awake wondering what my sketchbook was doing in the dark. This was exactly 20 years ago. And May begins my 3rd decade of being a sculptor.
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your art's awesome. by the way.
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